As a normal human, there are a lot of things that you feel. To be exact only thing about yourself that you cannot change is the way that you feel. You can never ever change your feelings just so on cause we humans or animals we all behave our behaviour changes according to our feelings.
If you feel something is not okay or something is great either of them is fine. There are good day and indeed there are bad ones too. There can be day when you feel anxious or lonely or lost ; I understand it’s not the best or one of the best or even a productive day but trust me if you’re able to feel it ,you are also able to cope with it as well. And I also know that sometimes what you feel takes over what you know however I hope you’ll be strong enough to control yourself even in the worst.
Rely on yourself and trust your guts, courage. No-one is gonna understand or feel the same for you. Let yourself feel every feeling, don’t strict yourself. Even it’s the worst you’ll learn.
Yours, Speck of dust